The Mok Spot

I was idling thinking about Scot and how I keep word vomiting all over him. He's a fucking stranger! What am I thinking? He completely disagrees with me emailing Josh. Disagrees to the point that I was frustrating him last night. Not something I intended to do. So I was wondering a few moments ago who I trusted. Did I trust my relationship with Josh and that whole thing or a few (quasi) casual conversations with Scot in less than a week.

You know who I decided I trusted?

Andrew.

Fucking Andrew.

Every time he comes back into my life, even these flickers changes everything. It's annoying, but I don't hate it or anything. It's just..frustrating. Mainly because he's right. Aw, well, fuck my life.